There's something that screams this seems so unfair but were all gona feel better tomorrow. And that's a feeling that you can only borrow. Just take a deep breathe. Take in the air of a lifelong nightmare. I would never last a day without you but I'd do anything to take it back. Nothing will ever get worse than this right now because a deep breathe is out of reach somehow. Because a list of difficult reasons just isn't enough for someone like me. We'll just have to learn to forget about this. I never had a single cigarette that I didn't enjoy and all the dreams leave such a bitter taste on my tongue. I'm not changing my mind with the seasons cause winter has broken and I'll be the first one to lose my head.